Capslock wars & STL’s break-up.

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- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
WHORE! You’re a bastard, a traitor…!

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Paul, stop! We came here to have a fair, civilized debate. Please, no swearing…

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
CHEAP SLUT! BASTARD!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Shut up, you ignorant! You don’t even know what the heck you’re talking about!

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
So much for fair and civilized…

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
What’s “S.F.”, Nick?

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Sigmund Freud. That quote belongs to him.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
That’s interesting. So you agree with his theory, right?

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Most of it, at least! He knew more than I do, after all… And I’ve been able to observe his theories, and they are logical.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
BIIIIIIIIITCH!!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
SHUT HIM UP ALREADY!

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Okay, this requires immediate action. Paul, what is the problem?

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
I can tell you that. We’ve heard the rumor that Trevor actually loved Ian and that he only stayed with Paul because Ian wouldn’t leave Joseph for him.

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
That’s a fucking lie.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
YOU’RE A JEALOUS WHORE!!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Hit your capslock button, Paul, I think it’s stuck. Screw this all, man, I’m not about to start fighting over Trevor again. I’m getting married, get it? I couldn’t care less about Trevor’s feelings if he took his heart out and threw it at my feet.

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
That would be… Ew

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
But… Who started the rumor?

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
All I heard was that Trevor had really wanted me for himself. I never heard the word “love”, nor that he had stayed with Paul only because of my rejection.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
AND YOU STILL HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME A LIAR? FUCK YOU, SLUT!

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Paul, please calm down.

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Guys, look, I really don’t have the time for this. I’ve already started looking for catering services and stuff for the wedding reception, so please, can I go already?

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
NOW YOU PRETEND YOU DON’T FUCKING CARE!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
I don’t fucking care about your stupid material boyfriend. Face it, I’m getting married to Joseph, and we’ll live happily ever after. Trevor doesn’t fit in my “happily ever after” plans.

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
… And which plans are those, Ian?

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
How do you see your life once you’re married?

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Oh, it’s something wonderful… I see myself doing everything with him, everything with Joseph by my side… Who could ask for more? It’ll be Heaven.

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
I don’t think I’ve ever seen you this happy, Ian. Your little happy times were always stained by something dark.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Wow, that’s some deep shit, fatty.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
WHY IS EVERYBODY IGNORING ME?!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Because we don’t feel like listening to some drama queen… Look, Paul, I’m sorry if you feel bad because of this rumor, but you have to understand, it isn’t my fucking fault, okay? Yeah, I had a crush on Trevor, but I never had any plans with him, I mean, I always put Joseph before him. Besides, I knew Trevor before you did, and still, he always made it very clear that he loved me, but not in that way. It’s not my fault if he lied to all of us.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
YOU’RE ALWAYS TRYING TO STEAL HIM FROM ME!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
God… Paul I can try all I want, but if he didn’t want me, he’d tell me to fuck off! It’s him you should go pester, not me, I’m over him now! Fuck, I’m planning my wedding, dude!

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Paul, please. Ian has a point. Trevor is the one who has a “compromise” with you, not Ian. Ian can do anything he wants; it’s Trevor the one who should be loyal to you. And even if he did like Ian, well, isn’t it the same that happened to Ian with Seph? Ian liked Trevor too, but he chose Seph over him. Maybe Trevor did the same with you.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
IAN HAS ALWAYS BEEN TRYING TO TAKE WHAT’S MINE! HE DID THE SAME WITH MARK!

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Say what?! Hey, I don’t wanna be mixed into this!

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
You liked him?

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
I don’t get you, Paul…

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
You gave me victory with that statement. Who was the one in love with Mark?! It was me! ME! And you fucked him despite knowing I was crazy about him! You didn’t care!

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
Mark wasn’t your boyfriend!

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Capslock mode out.

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
Don’t get mixed in the catfight, Mark.

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
You’re in the crossfire now.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Fuck I love that song! Does anybody have it? I lost it when I accidentally dropped my MP3 player into the toilet.

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
You did what?

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
So what? You still betrayed me, Paul, you knew how I felt… How much I loved him… And how hurt I was because he rejected me…

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
HE WASN’T YOUR BOYFRIEND! TREVOR IS MY BOYFRIEND!

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
Capslock’s back.

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Paul, Ian, this argument is going nowhere. And JC, stay out of it.

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
I got the song, Mark!

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:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD sends:
Starsailor - In the Crossfire.mp3

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_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Thanks, man!

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Guys…

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Look, Paul, I’m sorry. About me, about my part in the story, I’m terribly sorry. I hurt you, I hurt Seph, and I complicated Trevor’s existence by making him feel guilty. I made a big fuss over a small crush, and I acted like a total attention whore. But to me, it’s over. I’ve even gotten to dislike Trevor to some point. Now, about his own feelings… I can’t apologize for them, they’re not my own. I don’t know, speak to him, do what you want, but this is not my problem anymore.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
I know you’re better than me, but… I didn’t know that Trevor thought that too…

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Oh, so now you’re a victim?

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
What’s your fucking problem, Chris?

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Guys, GUYS, we’re not here to take part in the argument!

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
I knew you’d be on Ian’s side!

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Always! It’s not his fault!

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Chris, understand, Paul has every right to feel upset…

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
Ian’s a tease!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
What?!

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
That’s bullshit and you know it, Nick! It’s not Ian’s fault, damnit, stop blaming it all on him! Trevor’s a fucking liar, dude, he’s the tease here.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
TAKE THAT BACK!

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Why? It’s Mark’s opinion! And I always said we shouldn’t trust Trevor, and I was fucking right, wasn’t I?

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Yes…

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
TAKE IT BACK! NOW!

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Now that Ian’s finally out of his reach, everything surfaces. I just hope he doesn’t complicate things.

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
But Ian’s always trying to attract Trevor’s attention! Either by being all nice and “oh, you’re my guardian angel!” and all that bullshit, or by being bitchy and “look, now I hate you!” and stuff.

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
I have to second that. I’ve told Ian to stop doing so in therapy, but he won’t listen.

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Hey, don’t therapists have to keep the professional secrets and stuff?!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Like my fiancé said once, “well then, fuck my therapist!”

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Fiancé… How cute, Ian.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
If we ignore the fact that he stole him from you, Chris.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Okay, Paul, that was low.

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Ian didn’t take anything from me!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
It’s enough. I’m leaving. I can’t stand all of this anymore. If my own friends can’t be happy for me, and have to wait until something good happens to throw all the shit to my face, fine. I don’t need any friends, then.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Ian, please, we are happy for you.

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
You are misunderstanding everything. This has nothing to do with your wedding.

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
We’re glad to see you happy… No-one has forgotten how you were at the Factory. I can’t forget those times we broke into your room to find you crying and bleeding, we wanted it all to stop! We’re your friends and we love you, Ian!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Then why? Why are you doing this to me? Why did you just call me a tease, JC?!

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
It was a mistake, Ian, he was defending Paul, but that doesn’t mean he’s against you.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
…Still, Sky’s the Limit will have to choose. Ian or me. There’s no space for the both of us.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
WHAT?!

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
But, Paul, you two are the most talented members!

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
The band wouldn’t be the same without any of you!

// i.a.n. // _____ I look at you and my blood boils hot. says:
Oh, this is great. Just great. You know what? KEEP your stupid band, KEEP your stupid friends and your stupid boyfriend, KEEP them and stick them UP YOUR ASS. I don’t need any of you. I’m perfectly fine by myself!

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
Ian!

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
By yourself? And what about Joseph?

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- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
Coward.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
The heck is going on, Paul? What is this all about?

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
Are you really willing to tear our band apart because of some SNOB?

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
What did you just call my boyfriend?!

~ It’s just another day for you and me in paradise… says:
Pfft. Fuck this shit.

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Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
I had never seen JC so angry before.

:: Chris :: Pray Angel doesn’t find that tape, Front! xD says:
See him?

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
We were in the same room, I’m on the computer, and he was on his laptop. He just slammed the laptop shut and stormed out.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
Now he hates me…

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
He doesn’t hate you. He’s just mad because the band meant a lot to him. But don’t worry, Paul, we’ll pull through.

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
I don’t want Ian in our band anymore!

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Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
And there my cousin goes, after Ian, I’m sure.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
Paul, we’ll try to solve all of this, okay?

- Paul - Que no eran mis labios, los que ahora te hacen soñar… </3 says:
I don’t want Ian in the band. That’s all.

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Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
What to do now?

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
…It’s 12:31 a.m., man. I’m going to bed. We’ll try to solve this tomorrow, ‘k?

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Yeah… I’m worried, though. I don’t want or band to break up.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
We won’t. Trust me, man, we’ll make it through. Promise. Try to get some sleep, alright? I’ll be up there as soon as I find out whether Ian is okay.

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Fine… Goodnight, Mark.

_________Mark ## Study of Noise. ## says:
‘Night, buddy. Don’t worry, yes?

Nick. “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.” -S.F. says:
Alright. See ya.

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*funeral music*

Yeah, two journals in a row. I’m bored and depressed as that xD Nah, really. I had this idea on my head and had to write it before it was blown away by the wind.
Yay, wind!

Bonus points for the one who guesses who started the rumour about Trevor’s feelings for Ian!

Base 51 belongs to me, ~RavenTheEchidna278
Project UFO belongs to ~TaliaIvanov
This journal was made exclusively for fun, and has nothing to do with either stories plotlines.