I have a health problem I can't seem to get rid of.

I'm going to the Quilmes Rock fest on Sunday and if I don't get well before that, I'll have the worst time of my life.

Everyone keeps telling me I'll be okay, but I'm starting to believe it's just something they say so I'll shut the fuck up.

I'm starting to feel I can't trust anyone anymore.

I think my family (especially my mom) doesn't care about me anymore.

I'm sick of school. Really sick.

The most important person in my life lives far away and we can only speak for a while on weekdays. This wouldn't bother me if I didn't need her so much now.

I'm sick of not being able to tell anyone my real plans for my future, and nobody actually taking me seriously.

My faith in God is being put to test.

I'm PMSing and my head aches from crying. Alone. And nobody knows I did, because nobody ever fucking notices.

I've discovered I'm scared of crying and showing other emotions. Mainly because I feel nobody cares or understands.

There's no one I can talk (or want to talk) to about this.

Help won't be appreciated now, but it might be if I get a magical solution from my doctor on Friday.

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EDIT:

I'm better. Thanks, people X3

Kime, you always rocked, and you will forever xD

I'm sooo sorry I worried you, Talia, my baby X3 But, see? See how much of a sweet and caring girlfriend you are? I love you so much I just wanna tattoo it all over my face ^_~

And Matt, I know you will comment here, man ^_~ Don't try to hide it, you know you luuuuuv meh! xD BTW, I'm getting a bass soon I want a sparkly one like yours!

My dear daughter X3 You're the awesome, and I reeeeeally like your advice! Especially the part about dancing as if you had no dignity X3 BTW, did you know I love your new style? :3 Your drawings are wonderful!

If anyone else comments here, I'll add a 'thank you' :3 See how I do appreciate things?

REALLY. I'M A NICE GIRL, F#CKERS!

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